Thursday, November 24, 2011

Peraturan.

Orang selalu kata kita hidup perlu di dalam peraturan. 

Ikut peraturan Islam. 
Ikut peraturan adat selagi tidak melanggar syariat.
Ikut peraturan sekolah.
Ikut peraturan pejabat.
Ikut peraturan itu dan ini. 

Tapi, kenapa kalau ada yang balik pukul 4.30, 5.00 or 5.30 dikecam eh? bukan itu ikut peraturan ke?

Apa sebenarnya point nak cakap 'hello tengok aku kerja lebih masa tak macam orang yang balik punctual'? 

Nak tunjuk oh-aku-rajin-nak-mampus? 
Nak gilap punggung bos?
Nak tunjuk 'aku kerja lagi baik dari orang kakitangan kerajaan balik on time'
Nak tunjuk aku tidak makan gaji buta?
Nak tunjuk bagus?
Nak tunjuk 'I'm worth every penny of what my boss paid me for?'

Come on la wei. Kalau macam itulah ukuran, sedih aku ada orang macam ni. Kalau kerja lebih masa kau dah incurred more money to your boss. Boss kau rugi besar ada anak buah kerja tak efficient, geddit? 

Rugi letrik, rugi duit kena bayar OT lagi.

Bukan setakat itu je, kalau kerja lewat, performance kau boleh drop sebab esoknya, muka macam minta kaki je - muka jadi masam dan kelat. Badan letih dan mengantuk memanjang. 

Aku tak ada hal dengan orang yang suka atau nak atau terpaksa kerja lebih masa. Suka hati lah kan. Maybe dia kerja lebih masa nak tambah income. Maybe dia perlu kerja lebih masa sebab nak kejar deadlines. Aku pun selalu buat macam tu - kejar deadlines. Sebab peruntukan masa biasa bekerja tak cukup nak tampung kerja yang banyak.

Tapi aku rasa tak perlulah nak kecam orang yang balik punctual kalau ye pun kau pilih nak balik lewat. Suka hatilah nak balik on time. Dia balik on time itu menunjukkan dia boleh kerja dengan efficient tanpa buka Facebook setiap 30 minit waktu bekerja. Dia boleh stay focus 8 jam bekerja dengan baik. Dia adalah pekerja contoh.

Aku tak faham ukuran orang cakap kalau dia selalu balik lewat itu dia adalah pekerja contoh. Kenapa tak diukur dari segi kualiti kerja, as opposed to quantity of time spent on one task? 

Ok lah aku nak luahkan satu lagi topik pasal kerja yang cukup menyemakkan aku di lain hari ok.


Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Slacking.

Yes, lately I've been slacking around with work, house chores, and what nots. I feel demotivated about everything. I don't know why. Perhaps it's one of those phases where you just feel that you don't want to deal with anything else in the world and you just let it pass. Or perhaps I'm getting tired with routines, everyday doing the same thing over and over again. or... I don't know. Mood swings?

But each time when I realized that I'm slacking in everything, and when I'm trying to catch up with things, I had these thoughts that all those things are not in order or not done in a manner that it was supposed to be dealt with earlier and then I refused to deal with it. Not until the very last minute, then I'll practically have to drag myself to do it. Eventually. 

I know. Stupid and lazy right?

I hate coming to work and then saw piles of files and stack of papers lying around, which is actually the current state of my office. And then I came home and saw piles of unfolded clothes in the basket. Only clothes... which is not that much of a mess since I ain't got a lot of stuff in the house. Everything is so messy, not in order and unorganized. Blergh. I hate looking at it and I don't want to sort out everything back in it's place either.

Oh, speaking of which, the TV blew up last month. So the usual routine of coming home and switched the TV on is not a routine anymore. At home is just silence. and my laptop (thank god) and god knows what kind of sounds coming out of nowhere everyday... it's like a stomping sound... guess my upstairs neighbour like to stomp around in their house. Jalan macam biasa tak boleh ke? It's freaking annoying!

Gahh... all these blurting out... I think I'm not making any sense right now.

But, all in all, I'm not that depressed or whatever anything serious like that. It's just that I need a new something... new routine? new carpet? new TV (yes definitely), new book rack?

Perhaps I think I need a new me.

I wish today is Friday. It’s Friday, Friday. Got to get down on Friday. Everybody’s looking forward to the weekend, weekend.



Tuesday, November 01, 2011

Family Day 2011.

Weekend lepas, office buat family day kat Shah Beach Resort Tanjung Keling, Melaka.



View ok.
Bilik, not reasonable dengan harga. Toilet rumah aku jauh lagi cantik dari toilet chalet tu.
Bilik berbau. Selimut dan bantal busuk.
Makan tak sedap.
Pendek kata, maintenance kureng sangat.









Malam tu makan kat umbai-pernu ikan bakar. Sedap. Berbaloi-baloi dengan harga. Portion makanan banyak. Silalah ke Gerai Kita... Yang gerai no 5. (Promosi tak berbayar)



Masa family day... Main games; bola tampar, tarik tali dengan rim basikal. Hasilnya, aku bolot semua hadiah dan badan lebam-lebam dan luka kat kaki. Tapi berbaloi. Haha!

All in all, ok la family day kali ni even though banyak glitches here and there. Organizing event memang memenatkan, tetapi bila hasil turned out ok je, itu yang rasa usaha kita buat event tu tak sia-sia.



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