Decided.

Sometimes we pondered upon our life so often that we started to start question our actions or decisions.

In my life (to date), I admit that I've done some wild major decisions that I would have never even think of. Some of the decisions are spontaneous, like out of the blue, let's just do it and go with it... to hell with whatever consequences lie thereupon.

Yes, I am afraid of the consequences. What if my decisions never turned out like what I had in mind? What if everything goes badly wrong and I'm stuck with the decisions? All these 'what ifs' is a major turn off in the process of making a decision.

I know that what we can only plan but the one who'll decided whether our plans should fall accordingly is Allah s.w.t.

In a few weeks time, something will happen. I don't think it'll change my life that much, (yet, but it will change a lil' bit I guess) but at least it's one step to another phase of life. So nervous.

So this thing that will happen, is something that I've been thinking about for quite some time and I've decided to just get on with it and get over it. I just hope that this decision is the right decision. I wish I could write more about this matter in this blog but I'll KIV the matter first, furthermore I don't want to paint the town red beforehand... before it really happens.

Gosh, I'm so nervous right now.